Why do you put off doing what deep down you know you want to do? Is it from fear, and if so fear of what? Fear of the consequences ? Well if you feel that way then you will never move forwards. You will be forever stuck in an eternal loop going round the same ground again and again, always fearful of moving forwards.
Maybe you should recognise the fear and just move forwards… you may be surprised how much strength you gain from the small step you make. So be true to yourself, and be true to the reason you are here… to experience life and enjoy it.
So just do it… acknowledge the fear, as it is a vital part of your being, acknowledge it, thank it and then step through it. You won’t regret it.